too much thougths?

After my post last sunday,I had much more thoughts going through my mind throughout the week.

But today seems like a special day to me (:

Today is a perfect day to listen to these song:Monsters-Timeflies feat. Katie Sky

                                                                    Little Talks-Of Monsters And Men

                                                                Already Home-A great big world

 So I made this edit based on eyes open by Taylor Swift.

                                        Because I was so innocent and naiive then to think that everything is a fairytale.
                                        But life ain't that simple.

Kay.So these are the thoughts I've gathered this week.See if their relatable.

                                                                   -less care,less worry-
Let nature take its course.If it's meant to be,it's meant to be.It's called fate.You don't have to go take that extra mile to make people want you.You are respected and loved for who you are,not some other person you want to be.That's why everyone needs somebody to love and appreciate and admire their beauty.Why be someone else that your loved ones don't even know?Imagine you come home one day and look like someone else.I bet your loved ones won't even recognise who the hell you are.You should never compare youself with others.No matter what others have,just be contented and remember that you have other things that they don't.Stop trying to force yourself to be someone you're not.Do what you love and love what you do.Everyone has their strengths and weaknesses,perfections and flaws.If you have a problem with controlling yourself to compare with others,then stop looking at them because we're all special in our own way.That's partly the reason why I shut out from all my friends.Sometimes,I envy things they have that I don't.So one day I decided I should stop this and that's exaclty what I did.Now,I've deleted contacts of my primary school friends,except some.And some of my secondary school friends.I've only a few contacts left.Once your contact is out of my phone,it means that I literally don't know you anymore or I don't wanna know you.

                                                                          -Belittle-
Never belittle others.For what their abilities are may overpower yours.They may have flaws but so do you.You may have powers but so do they.Those who succeed are those who have failed.So never give up.And don't be lenient,never be complacent.

                                                                       -Expectations-
Quoted from Naomi:Don't ever expect too much from others as that 'too much' will end up hurting you instead.

                                                                      -Broken promises.-
It's just those promises that people make but never fufil them.These are the empty promises.People make empty promises all the time but they don't know how much it hurts when it's not fufilled. That's why I've learnt never to expect too much.It's because I expect too much and assume that these promises will be fufiled but they never do.I end up getting hurt.Never trust anyone.That's why I'm building up walls around me that no one can break.But I tell myself:I'm just gonna trust.If I get hurt,then too bad for me.Serve me right.So unless you wanna take the risk then don't ever try.

                                                       my mind's a mess,my heart's a wreck.
                                                                     my head is running wild again...
                                                                                   conceal,don't feel,don't let them know.
                                                                                                keeping to myself...