Finding yourself

So recently,I've been reading many books and watching many movies.For instance,I just finished reading the day after tomorrow,notes from ghost town,Taylor,the rocks star's daughter.And I've watched quite a couple of shows like 22 jump street as well as divergent.

Okay.It's almost 4am now and there's something going on in my mind right now.All these recent plots that I've watched or read brings me to remember all the shows I've watched.Maybe hunger games catching fire or maybe even gravity.

One reason why my hobby is reading.Those plots bring me to a place that is real.Somewhere far far away,disconnected from reality.Sometimes all we need is a little break from reality.It sometimes is not practical.Reading opens a whole new world to me where I can imagine myself in the book too,without having to worry about what my responsibilities are in the real world.It's a kind of drug.But healthy ones.

All these plots make me wonder,what would it be like if I could actually make a plot in my life.Ever since I learnt my lesson and grew up,I never really created a drama in school anymore and for that matter,I think it's really lame.But all I ever do now is to focus on my studies.At least that's what people know me as. I'm just the practical one.I used to get noticed and attracted alot of attention for making a drama but now I guess it's because I push others away from me so nobody comes near.

But wouldn't it be great if I could make a plot for myself?I would like to go those adventures,like what the people in the movies do,fall in love and live happily ever after.It's just amazing to think how easy life in storybooks and movies are.

But then again,those plots are perfect.They're meant to have happily ever after.As far as I'm concerned,perfection never exists in this world.Neither does happily ever after.The sad thing is,I can't make a plot in my life because even if I did,it would all just get ruined up,like before.

I just want to tell you guys. Treasure what you have in life right now and make the best use of whatever time you have left one earth and make yourself worthwhile.Take a moment to appreciate the beauty around you and be satisfied with what you have.Create this plot for yourself because everyone has their story.Everyone is unique.We're all different and special and unique in our own ways.We all have different stories to be told.

I only hope that we all will find ourselves and be somebody.I hope at the end of our lives,we would be able to store the plot of our lives and tell them to the younger generations for them to appreciate as well as learn the beauty of what life gave us.The most beautiful things are those that come free and from nature.

So don't be that person who doesn't know what you're looking for.Set yourself a goal.Work hard to meet you goal.Create purposes in life and make it meaningful.Life is worth to live for.Even if you feel like giving up,just keep holding on because it's your only chance.If you lose,there's no turning back.

xoxo
Sher