I really don't know what it is with people but they are really some powerful kind of creature who have the ability to heal you or harm you.
When you're at you're worst,they seem to be there for you,to comfort you,to be by your side.They are so nice that you really treasure having them by your side and it makes you wonder what would life be like without them.
Ironically,on the other hand,trusting someone gives them the ability to hurt you,to kill your soul.You hate them so much you wish they don't even exist.
It sucks when you know how the presence of a single soul can just make you feel so much better.
And when they are no longer around,it feels like they just suck the soul out of you.
Then again,sometimes you hate them.You hate them for every thing they do.You can't stand their attitude.You can't stand seeing them behaving in a way that you dislike.So you hate them.
But when they're gone,you start to miss them.
It puts me into a dilemma to think whether I should let people in.It's like the moment I let them in,I get so attached to them that it's so hard to let go.But then again they piss me off so much I wish I didn't know them.
I hate people.People are so complicated and difficult.I really don't know who to trust because you never know what they really treat your friendship as.You'll never know.And that's the scary part.They only look for you and care for you when they need you.They just throw you aside when they have done sucking up all your blood and leaving you dead. That's what everyone does,am I right?
How do you count someone as your best friend?A best friend is someone who is there for you no matter what happens.Even when the sky falls or you turn into an ugly toad,they will still stick with you regardless of what happens.But I guess that's not really the case right now.Many people make empty promises and they vow to be best friends with each other.But when one needs help,are you really there for them?Or are you there with them for the sake of faking it?If you're just trying to fake then get out.Get the hell out of here.I don't appreciate you.If sticking with me is such a pain in your neck,then why bother right?
Many people don't understand the reason why I secretly hate people,not because I'm mean(I certainly don't hate on people easily)but I just feel that this society is full of fakers and lies.It'll be stupid to trust all of them.
But when I get the chance to speak my mind,I'm the one who's at fault, apparently.I mean like why don't you look at how despicable you look in the mirror and then tell my how is this my fault.So it's my fault you're acting so spoilt?I can't stand spoilt people because I was raised to be an independent and well-groomed young lady.I certainly don't appreciate those who think that everyone has to listen to their instructions just t because they were not raised correctly.
See the bunch of stuffs I wrote?It expresses the way how people behave differently.
That's the power of people.I don't know if that's good or bad. But one thing for sure is that we just got to enjoy the ride and get through this.
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