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HAPPY NEW YEARR!!

It's finally another year after so long and well,I'm spending this new year alone again.I mean it's not like this is the first time.

How many times can someone get disappointed man?2015 was great.It wasn't as bad as I thought but I'm going to make 2016 better.You can't just keep wishing and saying 2016 please be great, you have to decide for yourself what kind of year you want to have.

Things really don't last forever.I guess I'll just have to learn how to put on an act and pretend I'm okay but shut everyone else out emotionally.


It's finally time to start over again.I don't look forward to the new year as something fun but instead a chance to turn over a new leaf, to repent upon the mistakes I have made in the previous year.I'm definitely going to work harder and this will not just be words coming out of my mouth.

I'm also going to have to learn how to stop trusting people so much and let them in.I mean it's creepy how even your own parents don't trust you,which is how I ended up sitting in a restaurant alone,spending my new year with my old phone HAHA

I'm tired,tired of having feelings.This year,i want to be bold and feel the free fall and no one's stopping me.