Levene's birthday party

So yesterday was Levene's birthday party,which also marks the end of my march holidays.Well,I kinda hate school.No offence to anyone.I guess it's because 6F is just not there.Every single time I go school,I 'm never really happy.I really miss everything I used to have with 6F.I understand that we all have to go our own way and we have to get used to being in our secondary school but it's like I don't see why.Whenever I hang out with my clique,I will just sit with them and when they talk about stuffs,I will just laugh it off.I don't really find anything funny with them.I just find that the people in 6F are more matured and I like to hang out with them more.Many people have asked me why have I becomed more anti-social,I will just laugh it off and say"Have I?"But the truth is that yes,I have become more anti-social and the reason for it is that I miss 6F too much.I find that everyone around me is not fun enough,is not matured enough.I just like 6F more.I miss everyone.It hurts so much to miss every single one of them.Every single night before I sleep,I think of them and all the memories.Every single day I daydream about them and wish and count down the days to the next time I will see them.I am never truly happy without them.Some part of me is just missing.Some memories can really never be replaced no matter what happens.The only person in class who can make me laugh is Siu Wen.But then,she's just my laughing patner after all.:/Nobody really understands how I feel,waking up everyday with the pain of missing everyone in 6F.Everyone is already settled down and happy with their new classmates.Everyone.Except me.I am only close to people like Jamie.When my friends ask me to go to go out with them,I would just reject.But if it was with my 6F friends,I will never turn them down.Life hasn't been the same for me anymore.At first I thought that it would be great but I guess I made the wrong judgement.And when I met them all yesterday,I was just glad.Too glad.I hadn't seen them in ages and I wish I could hug them all.We played so much and the most unforgettable part was playing with water and being in the pool.At first,it was just the water balloon games,but someone pushed me into the pool and I was the first one down,followed by Levene.I started to push everyone down and that's how it started.It was fun and refreshing.But people all went home so early...:(How I wished that there would be another gathering like this soon.It's like always 3 months plus before we can see each other again.How nice.:(Arghhh....I have to wait so long before I can see them all again.It's like super long....why??:((Haishhhh......