unspoken words(the one)

Are there actually words that suddenly pop into your minds sometimes?Words that you have been dying to say but never get the chance to?These are the unspoken words of mine.Sometimes,there are just so many things I would like to ask or tell friends that I haven't contacted in a while now but perhaps it's already too late.

Everything has changed.They are not the way they used to be anymore.People come.People go.People change.Nothing really stays forever.They used to be called your friends.Then they say friends are forever.But forever wasn't part of the deal at all.They have all grown in a way that I can't understand them anymore and neither can they understand me at all.They have became a stranger in which I don't know who they are anymore and they don't know who am I anymore.

Someone who you used to share secrets with chatting until late at night,someone you go shopping with,someone who doesn't mind lending you her skirt,someone who helped you so much,she's the one who built your walls up when they are breaking down.She's the one who is always there for you.The one with the sweater when you're cold.Isn't it ironic to see the one disappear from your life like that?You feel like you have been stabbed in the back although nothing has even happened.

The one was a nice and helpful person.The reason how you became friends with her.It was simple.She sat behind you the first day of school.You guys started smiling and made friends.When you needed help,she was always there to help you.

You went through alot with her.You cried,you laughed,you did everything with her.Although this friendship was only a year,you felt like it had been 10 years.You guys texted everyday.Talking about all sorts of stuffs each day.At the end of the year,you brought home so many wonderful memories of her and you.Almost everywhere you went and everything you did involved her.

But have you ever wondered,what happens when she just disappears from your life like that?Although you guys are still connected,she's like a billion miles away from you although she is still there is a third world space called the social media waiting for you to text her.But you refuse.It's hard to move on because of her.But she has already moved on.
Perhaps this is a lesson that I have learnt.That nothing really last forever.Even if it does,people do die.They can't bring anything with them to their coffins.In life,we have got to have friends,but we just have to beware and be careful not to be too clingy with your best friend.Because if one day they ever leave you,it is going to be really hard to accept the fact that they are no longer there.They are just gone,like the wind.

It's time for us to accept that life is just unfair like this.They put a person who is your perfect friend in your life.And take them away so suddenly.Therefore,we have to go for a change.Accept that they are no longer the same person you used to know.