I wouldn't say it's very perfect but I can proudly say that I did not regret any part of this,not being in 208,not being in nanhua. As i was thinking back about everything that I had been through for the past few months,it brought back happy and sad memories,the kind of feeling you get in a cozy room on a rainy night.It gives me that fuzzy feeling in my heart that I can't explain.
After camp cultura,there were many more activities going on in school that made me spend more times with my class,like Valentine's Day and Chinese New Year as well as recently,April Fool's Day.Although in sec2,studies are getting harder and life is more difficult,my class never fail to keep me going every single day.I swear I would not wake up if it is not for them.
Among the normal daily routine,there were two special days that made me the happiest even though it was just 2 days.I hadn't felt such happiness in quite a while.Road run and CNY celebration was especially enjoyable.For CNY this year,we had many more performances as compared to last year and we were given time to bond as a class and for road run,we ran at pandan park connector and it was such a fun time spent!!They were 2 very unforgettable days.
Thereafter,I went to Adventure Cove with my family and yeah,you know I love this kind of stuffs.I realise that throughout the course of my life,although not gifted as a very timid and shy girl,I have learnt through experiences to gain more confidence and be brave.Sometimes,I really feel like trying dangerous things and go wild even though I'm not sure if I'm ready for it.But,I would like to make the change.I want to feel the difference.
Unfortunately, the very next week,it was the mourning of our founding father,Mr Lee Kuan Yew.Therefore,it was not a very pleasant week but towards the end of the week,yet it was my class who lifted up my mood.Oh what would I do without them?
And there's now.Many things has happened.I don't even know how to put it into words now.Part of me is glad that I have my class but part of me is dying.I am dying because I feel so alone sometimes.Things are bringing me down and I can't tell anyone about it.I just can't seem to show the dark side of me to anyone.Whatever that I write on this blog are positive stuffs and when I try to write about why I feel upset,I just can't.It's a secret that I can't tell.So don't assume that I'm such a happy person because it's scary what a smile can hide,don't you know.Everyone assumes that I'm happy all the time but they just don't know.Nobody knows,nobody cares.But still,as long as I have my class,I won't do anything stupid.
So does this make my life balanced and fair enough?ttyl
xoxo,
sher
After camp cultura,there were many more activities going on in school that made me spend more times with my class,like Valentine's Day and Chinese New Year as well as recently,April Fool's Day.Although in sec2,studies are getting harder and life is more difficult,my class never fail to keep me going every single day.I swear I would not wake up if it is not for them.
Among the normal daily routine,there were two special days that made me the happiest even though it was just 2 days.I hadn't felt such happiness in quite a while.Road run and CNY celebration was especially enjoyable.For CNY this year,we had many more performances as compared to last year and we were given time to bond as a class and for road run,we ran at pandan park connector and it was such a fun time spent!!They were 2 very unforgettable days.
Thereafter,I went to Adventure Cove with my family and yeah,you know I love this kind of stuffs.I realise that throughout the course of my life,although not gifted as a very timid and shy girl,I have learnt through experiences to gain more confidence and be brave.Sometimes,I really feel like trying dangerous things and go wild even though I'm not sure if I'm ready for it.But,I would like to make the change.I want to feel the difference.
Unfortunately, the very next week,it was the mourning of our founding father,Mr Lee Kuan Yew.Therefore,it was not a very pleasant week but towards the end of the week,yet it was my class who lifted up my mood.Oh what would I do without them?
And there's now.Many things has happened.I don't even know how to put it into words now.Part of me is glad that I have my class but part of me is dying.I am dying because I feel so alone sometimes.Things are bringing me down and I can't tell anyone about it.I just can't seem to show the dark side of me to anyone.Whatever that I write on this blog are positive stuffs and when I try to write about why I feel upset,I just can't.It's a secret that I can't tell.So don't assume that I'm such a happy person because it's scary what a smile can hide,don't you know.Everyone assumes that I'm happy all the time but they just don't know.Nobody knows,nobody cares.But still,as long as I have my class,I won't do anything stupid.
So does this make my life balanced and fair enough?ttyl
xoxo,
sher
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