my sunshine

I was drowning.I was out of breath,I was dying.

You were my sun, drying up all the waters until I could breathe again.

I was cold and shivering.

You were my sun, giving me warmth and comfort.

I was alone,no one wanted to talk to me.

You were my sun,smiling at me all the time.

I felt stupid and useless

You were my sun,everywhere I go,I see you and you encourage to carry on.

And then,the storm came and you were gone.

I lost my sun.

It was cold and lonely.

You left me wondering where you went.

And then I thought, it's my fault for chasing  you away.

I'm sorry for using my umbrella to shield away from you.

I'm sorry for hiding away from you.

Maybe I didn't treasured having you.

Maybe that's why you went away.

And it's probably too late,you've probably fallen in love with Neptune.She's so flawless while I'm nothing.Or maybe you like the moon for her fragility.

Whatever it is,I know it's too late to say anything for I know I will never get the chance to rewind and make things happen again.I will never get the chance to know what we more we could have been..

For I lost my sun, my one and only sun.My sun who was there for me when no one else was,sharing every single precious memory with me.I really miss my sun.

I love my sun.