i hate you

ps. sorry if you hate my tone you can just not read this because this is all about ranting HAHA

What did you take me for?

What did everyone take me for?

Just because I am there doesn't mean that you can use me.

I was there for you when everything wasn't right.And when you found better friends,you totally ditched me.I thought that you could be trusted.I thought that you promised that you will be there.Now that I need you, I can't even see you.

Do you even remember everything that had happened because I do.I treated this friendship as something that was special and unique and I swear not everyone has this kind of friendship.

Maybe you don't know but I really treasure this friendship a lot and I have been thinking so much about it lately that I can't even fall asleep.You just somehow mean THAT much to me while I'm probably some dog to you that is so easily replaced by someone else.

I missed all the stupid things that we used to do together. You were like my best friend I couldn't even trust anyone else.I told you all my secrets and everything. My one and only true best friend.

I am utterly disappointed with you.Who was the one who said that they had no friends?Who was the one who promised that we would stay friends forever?

And just like that,I lost a friend.

Also,remember how you picked me up when I was so broken. You were the one who broke through my walls when I was backing away from everyone.You told me how to open my heart up when people like you are the ones who break my heart over and over again which is why I never ever trusted anyone,neither let them in.

It's people like you who gave me so much hopes towards a better life but yet are the ones who break me the most.The ones who make me cry all the time.

And you just left me here,all alone,not knowing what to do and just hoping that someday things will go back to the way it was.

You made me feel special,but now,you just throw me aside and think that everything would be fine.You think that just because you don't care means that I don't think brood about it?

You're not the only one who can rant alright?If you really treat me as your friend,you would know by now who you are and I hope you know that friends don't treat each other like that. 

I hope that one day, someone will stay.Everyone just leaves.All the time.