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Today I have a new classmate.
I was assigned to sit beside him.
He seemed so similar to you.
Or should I say,he reminds me of you.
When I looked into his eyes,
all I could ever see was you.
There was a flashback.
You were sitting beside me.
We didn't talk at all.
But we laughed together
when you told a joke to everyone.
You were so shy, so rebellious,
so vulgar, so funny.
It's funny how he reminds me of you so much.
It's just that he's uglier,
he's more stupid,
more arrogant,
more mean,
and everything else worse than you.
Yet you both are just that vulnerable.
You act strong,but I can see through you.
I guess no one can replace that value
that you hold in my heart.
It's filled to the brim,
to the point where I can't even breathe.
And since fate had ended our journey,
it has brought your soul into him.
But every time I looked at him,
all I could see was you.
Why can't it be you?
Why must it be him
spending all these time with me.
I hate him,
I need you.
I really wish you were here with me,
seeing all these together with me.
Wasn't that what you promised me?
And maybe that's where our story ends,
you leaving me to complete it on my own,