Laughing at the same joke over and over again,
Crying about the same thing over and over again.
Singing the same song over and over again,
Dreaming the same dream over and over again.
Tell me,am I going insane?
My medication has been used up,
All the wine has been drunk.
They always say how intoxication helps you get things off your chest,
But never say what you're supposed to do once the high is done.
It's like running a marathon.
You don't really care how tired you are,
You only care about the adrenaline pumping in your blood,telling you to run faster.
And after you reach the finishing line,
You get overwhelm by the burning sensation,
Taking over you every single minute.
"Don't worry,you'll get over it one day."
Bullshit.
It's been happening for years now.
And no one ever believes or listens to what I have to say.
Last night,he appeared again and it felt like all the puzzle pieces just fell in place together.And when I woke up, everything just shattered,so did my heart.If only I could fall asleep forever,and live in that dream forever.
Why? When will things ever be okay again?
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