Hello May

It's May.I can't believe how time flies so fast.But anyway next month is June so there's only 31 more days to hold on to before the June hols.

I saw this pic on twitter and I found it too relatable because it's true.For me.Because forever is an incorrect concept.Quoted by Hazel Grace from TFIOS. I'm building up the walls around me that no one can break.Yes,I am not okay but there's nothing I can do to change the fact.I need some time to slowly face the music and accept the fact before I can open myself up and become okay again.

I distance myself away from others because I don't want to get hurt,neither do I want to hurt them.The walls that I build will do good for me as well as others.Though it may irritate people that I refuse to join them but it's for the best for me.They keep asking me why I am doing this.I get that alot. But I believe this will help me.Before I am ready to face the world by my little self,I've got to have these walls and be prepared for a major war.

Tomorrow is the birthday of this very special best friend of mine.She's very special to me and I hope she enjoys herself.And the previous post was actually dedicated to her(unspoken words(the one)).