waiting for superman

I always believed that everyone is made for someone and that everyone would find their 'someone' someday.Not only in terms of relationship, but also in terms of friendship.Everyone needs someone to care for them and be there for them.As for me, every time I find that 'someone', I just lose them after some time.It's really sad to see who I started this year with and ended with.It was all perfect not long ago but I guess everyone grows up.Everyone leaves in the end.Nothing lasts forever.

Somedays, waiting for that 'superman' seems so tiring.It wears you out so much that you don't feel like doing anything else.Laying on your bed,lazily, not even wanting to get up and participate in life.Because you just crave them so much you would do anything for them.You would even die for them.You're moping over the fact that they don't even care about you,staring at your phone the whole day.You're just waiting for that person to come back and make whatever that has happened happen again.

But what's the point of doing this to yourself?Is it even worth it?Wasting your time on some people who may not even realise that you're doing this to yourself?

Sometimes, you just got to find the courage to let go.Stop thinking about that person and know that there's still a long way ahead of you. There are plenty of people whom you will meet in the future. It doesn't mean that just because you met someone who have given you so much to remember will stay there forever.

You know I am always the one who believes that everything happens for a reason.Yes, someone might step into your life but that doesn't mean that it's permanent.Maybe that person existed to teach you something or maybe you guys will meet again in the future,I don't know.

Just believe that everything is well-arranged for you and it is suited to the best of what it is supposed to be.It is definitely not worth it to keep brooding over the same things and hoping that it will happen again. Depressing yourself for them is unworthy.

Find that strength to help you get out of bed.Put your phone away for some time.Tie your hair up,wash your face, clean your room up.Read a book,go out with your friends.Clean the house,do your homework.There's so much you can do without them.

You are worth so much more.What's the point of reminising the past when they're things that have turned into something untouchable, far away?It pains you to try to reach for something that you will never get.So why not grab everything you can reach right now before they too, are too far for you to reach.

Life only happens once,don't be too obsessed in searching for what you have lost, for there will be more treasures for you to find and keep in the future.And remember that,people come and go all the time so don't be too surprised whenever someone leaves,get used to it because that's just the way life is.The lesser expectations you have, the lesser pain you will feel.Let go and enjoy life.:)