Life is a cycle of never ending fate.Of my whole life, of all the people I have ever met,ever loved,ever shared memories with,it's so saddening to remember that they are no longer part of my life and sometimes,I really do miss them and enjoy reminicing about the past.
As I get older and the more people I meet and the more friends I make,I eventually forget about those friends I made earlier in my life.As I go about my life,I do somehow bump into them on some occasions and I am quite glad that they are doing well.They may have forgotten about me,or rather,not even recognise me,but for those who played a great role in my life,whether good or bad,will forever be etched in my mind.They are the ones who have brought me great memories be it small or big.
So today I saw one of my childhood friends and it was really quite amazing to see how much he have grown after so long.I remembered how we were quite good friends until he shifted and we soon lost contact.But today,it makes me extremely delighted to see him once again.
And then I realised,fate.I have met so many people ever since I was born.Some are just passers-by, whom I don't see ever again.Some are family,the ones close to my hearts.Some,I admired before,although it's quite an embarrassing thing to confess.Some who used to be my friend but we drifted apart.Some whom I just met not long ago.It never stops going on.Life never stops.
Sometimes,it's hard for me to let go of some thing that I like or something that I love.I know that.As told before,I'm someone who feels everything so deeply and greatly.It's hard for me to get rid of feelings because I feel everything.But then I realise that that's life.
You just got to let go whether you like it or not.It is not an option,neither is it a choice.It is the way life is.You got to forget about old friends and new ones will come thereafter.I know,I know how important some people are and we might not be able to accept that they can no longer stay in our lives.
If it's meant to be,it's meant to be. If it's not meant to be,it's not meant to be.If you're destined to see that someone again to finish off where you guys started,you will see them later on in your life.Don't be tied down by someone just because of a moment of folly.You still have a long way to go in life.One year isn't a lot to judge your love towards someone.You will probably forget about them after four years have passed.
Me,well,I'm still learning how to do that but everyday,I'm getting better at this and I know I will do this.I still believe that some day,I will get over the people that I once loved and get over the fact that it's my fault that I lost them.
Every time you have a memory of someone,don't take it too personal because that moment can cause you to cling onto that person and it's hard to let go of them.
Still,I must say,it's all about fate.Let go and let fate decide for you.
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